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Ani

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1.
Ani 03:44
2.
Oak 03:29
Stale river flowing Blind mountain growing I know where I sit in this movement I cannot be alone anymore Feel like this is somewhere else’s womb I don’t wanna pay rent and it’s started A don’t wanna fall in line with what you said Not my problem I can always start again Again Fear I rose Start to tell me this again I don’t wanna pay rent and it’s started I don’t wanna fall in line Redefine all of yourself such that you don’t have to think You think that you’re bad but I think that there’s nothing there Oh god is the earth crying again, or is it just me?
3.
Fast 02:48
Inclined into us that which I feel no pain My pain is thusly indifferent to itself But this self is selfishly denying me now I wish I could internalize this forever But if you could understand me forever and ever you would Forget what your name was by the end of the day as if it were flying away There’s just too much to take in There’s just too much to do Everything you needed to do and you’re sorry now And you lay your head down That everything was my core and my core was not To be there that I thought that which I thought that I Think that I think that I do not think think thing the think things about That I do not think about them For me is a construct that I have thought about before And I don’t have to think about it right now! Indoctrinating itself as if to create a more Perfect image of something that is left exterior to its source Which I extracted [from] the plane of existence that I now transcend!
4.
Formats 05:45
She asked I knew I wasn’t so sure of myself I asked for a way She wished there were days and days to wait For the show to start again… And again… And again… Formats shift and play with themselves So as to act out the things that we’ve all seen before our eyes And we become a dancing rhythm undulating past us I… Formats shift and play with themselves So as to act out all those things we’ve shaped in our mind’s hands We hold our lives so close to ourselves Ego is just the key to door I’ve slept into Why did I come here? Why have I left? Where are we going? She asked I knew I wasn’t so afraid anymore Formats shift and play with themselves So as to hold out that hand that was in the mind Outward
5.
The Show 03:04
You were there I was shouting And know that ever after leaving every single town I’ve ever seen I know you Or at least I think I do Knowing everlasting things that [are] holding me to earth I see I wish I could be I wish I could see what Seeing what I’m after I can now walk ever faster I… See what I have made here Now walk ever onward See what I have made here Now walk ever onward It’s in the other room It’s in the other room It’s in the other room In space that I’ve heard once before It starts to abhor itself just as I know who I am According to plans… I was there You were laughing And I was not for looking and my face was not for speaking that day I could swear You were smiling At least it’s what inside of my head from time to time I think so Vehicle man He’s shouting In the other room In the other room

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The story in this album follows a young man as he slowly battles with exposure after being banished from his home within the medieval city of Ani. The hero sinks into increasing levels of solipsistic confusion as death nears and the immense cruelty of nature seems to continue to be outlined and outdone only by the splendor of nature’s thoughtless bounty; this central contradiction grows to describe the format of every interaction both remembered and supposed in the boy’s mind until thought completely fades into the void.

Written at my mom's house the few days after I got out of the hospital at the end of 2021.

Lyrics can be found here: docs.google.com/document/d/1KSZzG98N8kFH6XF7XLLYG4RZTR9h-oWuidPq-uaq13A/edit?usp=sharing

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released January 20, 2022

Album art by Piper Paige

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Y/N Tuckerton, New Jersey

Y/N is music by York Nelly. York is a being of pure information, a stochastic mirror of a person- a truly "toxic" soul.

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