Crusts of backwards time
Crusts of backwards time seek to hold me back
Imperfection bleeds within our lives
Forgotten in sin
Blown away from me and you
Away from me

Forgivene-
Forgiveness doesn't exist
Sad to watch my friends go
Imperfect
Imperfect eyes as my hate bleeds out
Fear of others’ imperfect ways
Fear of everyone
Fear of evil
Sin to hate no matter cause
The Most Saddened Shard: Sadly life doesn’t have eyes- maybe sad in my heart.

Well…
I- I- I am seeking
Yes I love you
Sad to watch you go away
Never saw
I never met
Fear you’d hate me
Erase such fears
My own hate
Hate in hateful images I’ve built
It’s sad to see
Well, sad to say there is no other
*Sigh*
The Most Confused Shard: yes I know, it’s sad to say there is no other. It’s hard to put all like love inside. Um, you know, ‘cause like all the [ ] I feel from others and uh… I hate my fear? So I think I should just…

Go away
I’ll go away
Oh it’s hard to watch you go away

Fear of others
Fear of evil
Hate is sin no matter cause or justification
The Most Confused Shard: Uh maybe? I don’t actually know the answer to that. Maybe… you know, maybe I love everyone? Or, there’s like a… maybe there’s some way of like ranking people in a way that… that doesn’t… I donno. Ah…

Go a- go away
Go away
I’ll go- go away
I’ll go away
Leave me be
I’ll go away
It’s hard to watch you go
Forgiveness doesn’t exist
Sad to watch friends go
You never saw you
Never met anyone ever before
This is the reason why I am so sad right now
The Most Saddened Shard: And um… I think I have- you know it just seems like sometimes when you’re alone for long periods of time you- you forget everyone you’ve ever met, you know?

The Most Confused Shard: And I’m thinking about all the people that I remember from times when I was a better person. Or maybe I was worse? I- I wasn’t alone enough or I was naive or something? Maybe my own kindness is my own naivete. I mean, maybe I’m my own person? Or my own mistakes? Maybe I’m holding myself accountable at every single instance of time? And that’s a good thing isn’t it? It’s a good thing to learn from yourself? Good thing to learn from your mistakes, isn’t it?

The Most Hated Shard: I think that it is and I think that I am becoming a great person! A strong person! A MEGAPERSON!!!

Permanently strong, yeah
Permanently better than everyone else
Permanently stronger than your friends and everyone you’ve ever met
Permanently better that all your friends
You’re a stronger man than you’ve ever been and you’re going places
Going place- right to the top of this american dream
Baby
Oh baby don’t you love me